new leaf

I have put my life on hold for the past few months for you. It is crystal clear that you are the same person when I left you. You are trying to mask all your faults by shifting the blame on me when you are the problem.Trying to jade me with all your tears and terror tactics again?I am a fool no more

# Balqesh Abdullah

Matrix of domination

My dearest E,

You have shown remarkable disrespect to me and my loved ones. It is breathtaking to me the level to which the disrespect has rises. You cannot beat me up more than I have already beaten up myself. I have been stripped bare and I will work with everything I have. If you cannot accept my talents and abilities, I do not need you and you dont deserve me. I am just tired. Tired of going through the cycles.Tired of the emotional pains you have inflicted on me. Tired of investing real commitments in this marriage.Tired of your constant taunt.Tired of you.

# Balqesh Abdullah